Hudanama!

Pakistan is now a days standing asmongst the most depressed nations of the world today, and this all is due to the wrong decisions which were untimely made or the right decisions which were never made in accordance with the needs and future of the nation by the machinery which is called government, all done was for the personal interest, and the rest is the history and we all know it by heart so much that we don't even want to talk about it. but i am not writing to convince you that all has ended and we have lost the game and the battle of survival, for a change i am writing with the latest optimistic views of my mind. two news are enough to make us believe that our survival is not that hard, we wont be extinct like Mammoths of stone age. One is of our chief of Army staff flying an F-16 over the terror stricken region in Pakistan, the history of this deed is undebatable as what is done can not be undone but can be eradicated the way the decision makers think they can easily and pe

GCU I cannot figure out, like many other issues of my life, that why I went into a self imposed exile a sort of hibernation since last three four years and avoiding the people I knew, know me and specially the one whom I really did not want to know, so no contacts no orkuting and no scraps even adding many of them. One major problem may be is that in GCU you know only few but many not only knows you but to prove that they know a girl of English department add on a lot of crispy boasting etc. but that's just to count a reason, other is that I was busy in striving and surviving in this bad bad world like all do, but one thing I realized that not only I was hibernating but all were in their own shells and in their own fights of life, and it is good in a way that when you meet again in the course of life you are a new you, a little grown up mature with few more experiences, lost few things and achieved many. May be I am acting a bit more nostalgic and that I am, after attending th